Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Call of a New Tomorrow

Sometimes I wish I wasn't me. I know what they say. "Everyone is beautiful" or " You will find love someday" But I don't see it. I don't feel it. I wish I could be as beautiful as those other girls. The tall skinny ones who have all the right clothes, and have the perfect bodies,and the perfect hair. I feel ugly in this world overruled with the idea that everyone has to be super skinny and super beautiful...Why can't I be beautiful? Why can't I have the boy of my dreams? Why can't I find my place? I wish that tomorrow would come, and change me into that beautiful girl......That perfect girl....

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Nebula's Eyes

In English we are in a short story unit. I came up with a great story that I am so proud of. I felt the need to share an exerpt from it. So here you go. It's called Nebula's Eyes.

Nebula’s Eyes

I am Scarlet. I am your not so average eighteen year old girl living in the small town of Averill, Vermont. I shop in vintage outlets,write poetry at the park,and take long walks to think about the meaning of life. I may sound like some movie cliche outcast, but what you don’t know is that I am just like you. I have feelings. They get hurt like yours, they activate when something happens, like yours. Bad things happen in my life like yours. Good things happen in my life like yours. You see where I am heading with this? Well I am here to tell you my story they way I do best. Through Poetry...
Nebula
A bursting explosion
Heat and color swirl around
Combining to one
Memory is shattered
Fragments of hope float into space
Why must you die?
You were so beautiful
My eyes watch in sorrow
As you bury my tomorrow

It was a crystal clear morning in November. As usual I woke up to check on my mom. You see she has Lou Gehrig's disease. She can not fend for herself in this world,so I must take care of her.
“ Mom how are you this morning?” I asked her
“ Oh just fine dear. Are you going to write me another poem this afternoon?” my mother wearily asked.
“ Yes Mom,but after we get you settled first.”
As I move throughout the morning I see in my mothers eyes a world of pain. A world of suffering. When she looks at me I can tell that she is seeing the same in me.
“Honey, I need to talk to you.” mama said. I made my way over to the soft linen bed where she lay, unable to move her legs.“ I just want you to know that I am so proud of everything you have done. Your poems speak to people, and they make me smile everyday when you make them for me. They can change the world, Scarlet. I hope you know that. So someday when I am at peace with God I want you to know that I will be with you. Watching over you.” At this point tears began to roll down her smooth face. Her eyes were like Nebula’s. They were exploding with emotion, the hope that was once in them was starting to dissipate. All I could do was watch her eyes. They were captivating me. Pulling me in further to her world of pain. Something I couldn’t go into. I began to pull my way out of them. Telling her that I loved her,and that she would be with me for a long time. I wouldn’t let God pull her away.
With that I kissed her on the forehead,and walked downstairs to grab my journal full of poetry, on the cover a bright star resembling the brightness of my future, my mother told me. I grabbed my slouchy sweater and headed out the door. Walking to the park that was across the street. I looked back like I always did to see my mother looking out the window. Seeing all the bright orange and yellow Autumn trees. Seeing the ducks swim together. Seeing life move on as hers was slowly moving back. I made my way to the huge boulder by the pond. This is were I got all of my inspiration from to write poetry. As time clicks on in the real world, time in my world moves like the breeze. Poem by poem I write. Some about the symbolism of leaves falling from the tree, and some about the cruel reality of life. However I always made sure to write a cheerful poem for my mother. Maybe one about the vast secrets of the universe,or perhaps one about the stars. She was in love with space. She had always dreamed of being an Astronomer,and for some time she was one. Until we found out that she had the disease. It claimed her legs,and then started to affect her arms. Now she sits at home, looking at the stars through a telescope each night that I have to help her reach. The depression starts to sink in my veins, so I decide to head back to the house, with the new poem in hand. It sounds pretty good to me.

Outer Imagination

The universe is a vast hole of imagination
Growing ever so steadily everyday
But there are still secrets that we don’t know
For instance how far does it go?
I suppose that’s for us to find
If we could use our minds

Waling back across the street to our home I wonder what the rest of the day will entail. Maybe I will put on her favorite astronomy video. Her vast collection will have good choices. The walk up the stairs brings a sudden fear in my heart. Something isn’t right. “ Mom!” I yell “Mom!” I nearly trip over my Oxfords as I tumble into her room to find my mother with her eyes closed on her bed. I lift her hand to feel to my surprise an icy sting. Her lifeless body was still. No blood pumping into her heart. No longer giving it life. My body becomes limp as I fall to the shag carpet screaming. I lift the phone out of my pocket and dial 911.

So this is part of my story. It is not finished yet, but I can't wait to finish it. I hope you like it! Please tell me what you think! Don't be shy. Have a Happy Blogging weekend!

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

ADDICTION

Hey Bloggers! Today's post will be all about my new addiction......



Yes that's right it is Tumblr!!!! I made an account yesterday and ever since I have been hooked. All the different images are just so amazing,and inspirational. They actually been helping me to write some of my poetry that I have been posting on here. I also named ny Tumblr The Caged Bird Sings. I just love the name. Here is what part of my page looks like.



You can look at so many different things from Fashion to animals to art. There are so many things to see and it is just awesome.So if you have not yet made a Tumblr I sugest you do so...It is very very VERY fun. So come on and make one then follow me :)

http://singingdoesthecagedbird.tumblr.com/

I LOVE TUMBLR <33333

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Poetry Post

I have been in the mood to write poetry lately. I have no clue why but I just feel the need to express my self. I hope you enjoy my original poem :)



Nebula
A bursting explosion
Heat and color swirl around
Combining to one
Memory is shattered
Fragments of hope float into space
Why must you die?
You were so beautiful
My eyes watch in sorrow
As you bury my tomorrow

Monday, November 7, 2011

Stand



Stand An original Poem by Hannah Gato

There comes a time in all our lives...
Where we want to fall
But we must stand, and take a chance
Will the world remember you at all... if you fall?
Our faith within must let us win
We can work this out
Hold your head up high, up towards the sky
The sun will shine on you
So feel its rays, and accept those days
Where nothing went right
And from now on, you will be strong
And remember that if you fall..
You must stand

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Houston, we have a problem....

Yes Houstons I do have a problem, and it's called frustration rearing its ugly head (if that makes any sense.) A lot of things in my life have been giving me that feeling. Some Family issues,friend issues,school issues, you name it it's an issue. I feel sort of overwhelmed... I just want to explode like a star




BAM!!!!!!!!

I just exploded........ You see that star right there? It symbolizes me.......exploding.......

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

I watch To Much Youtube -____-

Have you ever had a friend or even one person who just always watches, talks about, acts out, sings, or does anything excessively about Youtube? Well I am sad to say that I am one of them. I Love to watch videos, and sometimes even make some. I can say that I am a TOTAL YOUTUBE JUNKIE! Here are some of my fav videos

E Harmony Cat Song






Harry Potter Puppet Pals Wizard Swears





Pokemon Theme Song






Yea So these are some of My favorite Youtube Videos. There re so many more that I love to, but if I posted them all I would be here until next Halloween. Enjoy these videos!

Monday, October 17, 2011

Wow I am so bad at this Blogging Thing

Yet again I am back after a long time of being away. I have to tell you that I am not such a good blogger. Maybe in the future it will improve, but for now what ya see is what ya get.... If there are any people who look and read this blog that is...

Anyway there is not that much new in my ife... I found out I am allergic to the sun, I got a job, I bought my own phone,and I am tired all the time til the point of no return.

Here is a cute video of a cat lady...That's gonna be me some day if you catch my drift.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sP4NMoJcFd4


Bye for now!

P.S

Sorry that this post is so boring.... It is almost 10 at night

Monday, June 13, 2011

Freedom is mine!!!.....In 4 days...

The lock is being opened slowly and I can almost get out of this prison we call school. This week is my last week in confinement, and don't you sometimes feel trapped? We are locked up there for six hours five days a week, where they have robots for teachers who shoot graphic organizers, and homework out of their arms just for fun... *Wham* essay *bam* world history project *zing* 6 page math packet. I say enough is enough. We already have to do finals, so why are you giving us more work? hey, on most of my work I just doodle anyway, and yet maintain a honor roll status. Here is a doodle I have done.



Octopus with a Balloon!!! :D I am so talented!

I have been studying like crazy for the finals. I have three tomorrow then three the next day then two the next day. I am so excited for summer that I can hardly wait. The anticipation is killing me! Camping, swimming, being free!!! So how is your prison life? When do you get out? Thank you for reading, and remember to follow and tell your friends! Have a happy blogging day!

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Spring Cleaning finds treasures

It is that time of year at my house! You can probably already guess what it is that's right it is winning the LOTTERY! No I kid :), it's Spring cleaning time.Some have already done this, but hey I swim against the tide.



So as I have been cleaning my room I have discovered some items that I lost a long time ago, such as MY CAMERA CHARGER!! I was so happy to find this thing, because I have not been able to take pictures which stinks. I love my camera even though it is not that of a quality. Oh well at least I have one that's all that matters :) I also found some old jewelry, diaries from when I was in elementary school, pieces to games, fun things like that. I also found some stupid things like a letter one of my old friends ( who is not my friend anymore and I am glad they are not, because they have a big ego and are very rude) which said " if Hannah opens this she will be a girly girl forever and be a dung beetle in her next life. I opened and read it...I guess her black magic didn't work. People can be so mean and strange. I also found a plate my sister Anna and I got that said Jesus is not here...he has risen.....I laughed my pants off. I have no clue why her and I bought the thing.It is a good memory to have though :)
So have you guys been Spring cleaning yet? Find any thing worth while or stupid as can be? I would love to hear about it. Tell your friends about my blog! And please visit again! have a happy blogging day!

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Neon Trees and Trampolines

What do Neon Trees and Trampolines have in common? They are both amazing and fantastic! So let me go on and tell you why.

This week on Wednesday my mother won two tickets to see the Neon Trees play live in The Coast 893.1's lounge ( which is a radio station.) We got to see them play live!!!!! And Oh my they sounded so good live unlike most bands, cough cough Black Eyed Peas cough cough. Anyway I went to school not knowing that my mom had won the tickets ( and by the way I am an huge fan of Neon Trees.) My mom had called the school to say that I had an "appointment" well she didn't lie I did have an appointment.....with Neon Trees :)
I went out of school, and when I went to my mom she told me that I was getting shots... I hate shots...She laughed and said " No we are going to see Neon Trees!" Do you know how excited I was? I can't even type how excited I was. Anyway we went there and got some free lunch, and then it was time to hear the Neon trees play live in the radios lounge!! When they came in I cheered so loud everyone looked over, what can I say I love the Neon Trees! They played Animal, Your Surrender, and Sins of My Youth! My favorite is Your Surrender. They played it slower then it is on the CD's. Here is a clip of them singing Animal. http://bcove.me/58fi3v00
Here are some pictures of them!



This is Tyler Glenn the lead singer in Neon Trees



This is Elaine Bradley who does drums, percussion, and vocals



These two guys are Chris Allen who plays Guitar and Branden Campbell who does bass guitar and vocals



And this is me with the band! They were so nice, and their music sounded great! Tis was something I will never forget ever! By the way sorry it took so long to post I was waiting for the pictures to come back!

And finally next trampolines. Most people love trampolines like this girl! So this weekend I had a sleepover at my friend Nicole's house with her and another friend named Kirstin! We all worked on Nicole's and my English project. We made a video and I can assure you that it was very funny! So that night we slept on her trampoline! We jumped and talked on it for a long time! Sleeping on a trampoline with friends is def something you must do sometime in your life! Well we didn't sleep on it all night...It did get pretty cold so we ended up going inside... Next sleepover we will try again!

Thank you for reading my blog and remember to follow and tell your other followers to come and take a look! Have a happy blogging day!

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Technology and Me

I am sorry for not posting in awhile, but I had some problems with my technology. have I ever mentioned that I absolutely hate computers sometime? Well I do..most of the time...
My computer had been giving me warning like this...



And my confused face came on like this...



So after the warning came up a million times it finally said it was full, and it would no log me into my computer, so thus I had no internet -___-
As you can see now I am up and running again. But just so you know I am not the person to ask about any type of technology....EVER... You can go to these people right here



Indeed I know they are only children. but they probably know more than me since they all have macs....What has this world come to?

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Healthy Living

My friend and I decided that we want to live healthier lives, so we started to eat healthier and exercise more. Are plan is to do this five week exercise program that came in a seventeen magazine. Our goal is to become healthier people and get in shape. I think it will be a good thing to do. I have been quite lazy since my last sports season was over. I even gained time on my mile this spring :/ opps...

I think that it is important to live a healthy life. If all you do is hide away inside and be unhealthy than you will lead that into your future. I want to live a happy healthy life. So what do you like to do to stay healthy? Do you ride your bike or go for a swim? My favorite thing to do id either take a long walk or go swimming! I haven't done either in a little while. Maybe I will do that soon!

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Every Penny counts

At the beginning of this month I started to save change in a fish piggy bank at my house. I have been putting in all my change from after I might have gone to the mall, or out to eat, or anything like that. I have periodically been keeping track of how much money has been in this bank, and the total today is ten dollars and five cents ($10.05)which is a lot of change in my opinion.



Crappy computer photo of my change bank.. :(


At this moment I have no clue what I am saving up for. Maybe a shopping spree, or a new camera, or anything really. I should really start a bank account soon to hold all my money in. I just need to start saving for future finances and such. I want to make sure I have some money in case of emergencies or anything. Yea this is a boring post, but it was on my mind tonight.

Monday, May 23, 2011

Personal Style

Everyone knows that saying " Everyone has their own style." I have been trying to find my own style for a long time, and I never really knew what I liked. When it comes to buying clothes I see things I like, but most of the time I try it on and I think it either doesn't look good or I just can't buy it. I have no clue why I do this but I really put myself down when it comes to it. I want to change this about me and let my creative, sun loving spirit show through what I wear. Recently I have been looking at some clothing sites, and I have really fallen in love with a lot of items from a Store Called Forever XII (21.) For example here are some things I like...


I absolutely am in Love with this dress!



I need this bag!



One of the cutest skirts ever!



Amazing shirt!



Another beautiful shirt!

So these are just a few of the many things I saw and liked from that store. You can bet that I am going to be shopping there more often! I classify myself as more of an Indie type of style now. I have looked at that fashion type, and I fell in love with it. I am glad that I am starting to discover some new things about me. For a while now it seems to me as I am starting to change my ways and find a new me, but in a good sort of change that I think is good for me.

So what type of style do you have? What is your favorite clothing store? Do you feel like it is ok to change sometimes? I am looking forward to see your answers. Have a happy blogging day!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Summer Blues

I miss summer so much. The freedom,breeze,beach,EVERYTHING about it I miss. The school days have felt like years and years, and I am just so tired with it. Homework, projects, tests, final exams, when will it all end? Well according to a countdown there are 26 days left... I can't wait that long for school to be over.
I want the warm sunshine, trips to the beach, bike rides on the paths, and those long summer nights. Oh goodness now I am thinking about Grease..




Anyway now that I got that out of my system, I just though that you should all know how much I miss summer and want it to come back. The day summer comes I swear to you that I will scream and throw my papers in the air like all those high school kids do in movies when the bell rings on that last day of school. Hallelujah sweet summer is here!!!
I don't really have any plans yet. I am pretty sure that I am going to go to camp Pondicherry which is a girl scout camp. I have been going there for ages, and I really love it there. The cabins have no walls and our bunks have bug nets over them so we don't get "EATIN ALIVE" by bugs. Have I ever mentioned how much I hate spiders and Misquotes? Well I hate them a lot.... There are a lot of activities at the camp like arts n' crafts, swimming, OLS which stands for outdoor living skills, Archery, drama, and a lot more. The food is ok, not the best I have ever had but it is ok. The staff come from all over the world, and they are great. If you live in Maine you should give a look into it, because it is a great place to go!
I also may be getting a job. My brother talked to his boss and is trying to hook me up with at a catering place. I am very excited about this opportunity! It has a great pay and hours so I will be able to go places during the summer. I hope the job works out, because I would love to do it!
So what are your plans for the summer? Are you doing anything interesting like trips or camps? I would love to hear what you are all up to! Remember to follow my blog and tell your friends!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Flowers in Spring An orginal song by me

Flowers in Spring

I see your smilen face everyday in the hall
And I don’t know you
But I do know that the sun shies on me and I know
I wanna be with you

You’re that guy that everybody likes
Who can make a girl feel fine
But I wonder who you really are
And what we could really be

Flowers in the Spring bloom and grow
And so does my love for you
With just a little water from the great big blue
Our love will soon be true

I love the way you make me laugh, and smile from afar
I wish we could be together just like the moon and stars
But that’s just in a dream of mine
I know it will never be
But every night I say a prayer that I can be with thee

All my life I have been waiting for a moment like this
Taking my wings and flying in the storm
Our love is the sun, making the storm disappear
And uniting us as one
Our love will never go

Flowers in the Spring bloom and grow
And so does my love for you
With just a little water from the great big blue
Our love will soon be true

I wrote this song one day thinking about him. I know it may be silly but I get inspiration just thinking about him, and not just in songs but in poems and photography as well. I have liked his guy for a while now, and he as they say makes me feel butterflies inside. As I am sitting on my couch writing this and looking out my window I can feel the inspiration seeping in. Plus it is finally sunny out and I am very happy. So I hope you enjoy the song I wrote but please do not copy it. If you do make sure to use my name Hannah from the Caged Bird Sings. I hope you all enjoy your day as I know I will!

Life

I have not written in a little while..I have been so busy and right now it feels like I am on a roller coaster. I have had a bunch of good and bad things happening in my life right now. And this blog has skipped my mind of a little while, but it's ok cause It really isn't being followed and read by people and I wanna change that. If you are looking at my little blog right now will you follow this blog and tell your friends? It would mean a lot if u did! Thank you guys!!

Monday, April 25, 2011

Love Poem

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and there it shall forever stay.



Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Just Perfectly AMAZING GOOD WEEKS!!

I Have been having such a great 2 weeks. To start in 34 days my braces come off! I WON'T HAVE TO WEAR THEM ANYMORE!!!!! :D This makes me very happy. I have had them on for over 2 years and I just want them off now! Next thing that makes me happy is my ears! It sounds silly. but on Sunday I got a second ear piercing and they look so cute! I had been wanting another one for a long time but I must admit that I am a bit of a scaredy cat.I went and conquered my fear, and got them done! I'm really happy the way the turned out. Next I have had many good conversations with my major crush, who my friends and I call Blossom. I got up the courage and talked to him, and I am glad I did. He is such a nice guy and I hope we can talk more. Anyway here is a pic that I found that sums up my feelings right now



That's right. I feel so happy like this cat... Which you can all see is very happy. And I will leave you with this... A Happy cat :)

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Happy times :)

Wow! I have been having such a great week! First off I got a 100 on my Rome test and an 89/90 on my math test! Plus at lunch someone gave me $20 for no reason! Next I found a $25 dollar gift card to itunes, and now I can add more songs. I have been having such a great week. I hope I don't jynx my self. Anyway I have been in such a happy peaceful mood. I even went rollerblading today.I listened to my new songs awhile I was rollin' down the street :) For once in a long time I am feeling good. Not stressed out about school or life, not worried about anything. I just plan on relaxing and letting the Spring Sun warm up my life.

This is where I would love to be now!

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Friendship shoot!!

I had a fantastic day today!! After school being over I went to a good friends house. There we ate yummy Wendy's, walked her dog,played mini lacrosse, and took cool photos! Here are some :)


This is of me doing a cartwheel. I edited this one a little to look cooler!



This one is off my friend Emily and I with her mini lacrosse sticks :)



This is off me on a tree trunk. No hands or feet!


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This one is my dear friend Emily :) She is such a great fried, and I love her dearly!!!
So all in all this was my day. And it has been the first good one in a while. I hope things stay good for long!









Monday, March 28, 2011

Never let the light out




I took and edited this picture today. I guess I'm in a deep dark soul searching mood or something. But anyways it says Never let the light out, which I think can be used many ways. For instance I never want to let the light out of my love or my heart. Anyway you can think of it could be applied to. I hope you Enjoy it!

When life give you a hit, you hit it back....harder



So I'm in a bit of a foul mood. School is starting to stress me out, the weeks go on and on and seem to never stop. The only thing that has been making me feel the least bit better is my oldies music. Yes my oldies music...... You know Pinkfloyd, Meatloaf,The Steve Miller Band, Beatles and such? I have been constantly listening to them, and I feel a little better. Everything in life at the moment is piling up and I just can't keep up. And worst of all the boy I like is umm how do I put this nicely? OH I know a Player..... -_____- This Saturday was our Spring Fling dance, even though I have no clue why they would have it now. Anyways I got all dolled up and went with my friends to the dance. I was so nervous because I wanted to ask my crush to dance. Then I turned and saw him grinding with 2 different girls at the same time... YES AT THE SAME TIME!!! Oh goodness I was really mad. I tried not to think about it and started dancing with my friends, and all of a sudden a new song comes on and "BAM" He is grinding with another girl.... Grrr this isn't what I had in mind. So it comes to the last dance of the night. I really really want to ask him to dance, and then I see him dancing with someone else. I mean how many different girls do you need to dance with? I was very sad to be honest. I can tell that my life is going to be real sucky for awhile...

Sunday, March 27, 2011

How I feel now...

Lost in Time

Wow! Where has the time gone? I haven't posted in a very long time. I have totally forgotten about it to tell you the truth. Everything has been going to fast and I feel sorta lost. School has gone by right in front of my eyes(GOOD THING!) And so has my opportunities to do something I really wanted to do. I won't say what,but I'm sad about it.Anyway Last night I went to our school's Spring Fling Dance. It was awful just like the last one -___- The guy I liked was there. I always had this perception that he was sweet and nice, because every time we talked he was. But the guy I saw last night was what you could call a "PLAYER" He was grinding with 7 different girls......And I mean 7....It made me really disappointed in him. Besides that I had fun dancing with my friends :) And I'm sad that it was the last dance of the year :( But I sorta had fun and I can't wait for next year.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

That Feeling


That Feeling
I wish to feel the suns warm rays
I wish to feel the summer breeze
I wish to feel the sand between my toes
I wish to feel the sweet summer time
All these feelings I do adore
And wish I could feel them forever more